My Grandma

I love my grandma so much. I miss her and know that she can get pretty pissed off but she is so pissed off at me she blocked me on her email. As much as I don't think she is being fair I know she has her reasons. I feel she is getting upset over something I feel that if she actually wanted me at she would have actually called me sooner. I am not going to go see her for Christmas and she is getting very butt hurt about it. I feel that calling a person works both ways. She wants me to call her but what about calling me too. Simple two sided agreement to call one another. She hurt me and now in all honesty I don't know when I am going to call her again because of how much she hurt me inside.

My baby girl

The person I love more than life itself is scared to lose her grandparents like she lost her mom.She is the strongest person I know and never gets scared of anything.I seem to be the only one as of late besides her little brother to get a true smile on that pretty face of hers.Our roommates try but the smile never lasts for very long.That is how I know it is not true.I can get her smile and it can last for hours on end until something gets her down again and I find something to cheer her up again.I love her so much and hope one day to start a big family with her.Our kids will be as stubborn as she is, I swear!I even found a way to cheer her up even while writing this.