My Grandma

I love my grandma so much. I miss her and know that she can get pretty pissed off but she is so pissed off at me she blocked me on her email. As much as I don't think she is being fair I know she has her reasons. I feel she is getting upset over something I feel that if she actually wanted me at she would have actually called me sooner. I am not going to go see her for Christmas and she is getting very butt hurt about it. I feel that calling a person works both ways. She wants me to call her but what about calling me too. Simple two sided agreement to call one another. She hurt me and now in all honesty I don't know when I am going to call her again because of how much she hurt me inside.